I seriously just want to escape my life for one day. Just one day to where I don’t need to worry about a damn thing. Is that too much to ask for?
Can I just say how much I love going to sleep and waking up next to Kevin? My god, the man is just simply amazing. He holds me all night (unless his stomach or my back hurts, but we’ll still have our legs entwined). He just showers me with kisses and rubs my arm and my back…. it’s amazing. And incredibly hard to describe how happy I am :D
I really wonder if people would notice me being gone… not in a suicidal way, but not being connected as I am. Would anyone really care? It seems like they wouldn’t. I feel like the tiniest speck of dust just floating right now, with nowhere to land.
Yesterday, I woke up to a dozen roses and breakfast in bed. Last night, came home to a $50 gift card to Victoria’s Secret and three new pairs of shoes and a phone case….
How in the world did I get so fucking lucky?!?! Holy hell lol
I love this guy, and not for the materialism
We humans as a species are incredibly selfish. We take what we want, and we take everything for granted. We’re lifeless and feel a void that cannot possibly be filled after we lose something or someone very close to us. The wrenching pain, the hot tears, the rawness of it all. It’s amazing how we can suffer like this, yet bounce back.
The joy I felt last night… It’s something I haven’t felt in a long time… :D
Now I’ll be able to actually function. Yay for classical music! :D
This anon I’ve had the past few days gives me hope in the romance department. Honestly, they’ve made me blush and it’s quite nice to do that for once.
First class at 8 this morning was okay…..
Somehow, I managed to stay awake, and it’s a professor I’ve had before.
but I’m on the 3rd floor in both buildings for all my classes….
So my shit night yesterday turned its tide pretty damn quick.
There’s this guy, he comes through my drive thru every once and a while. Let me tell you, he’s gorgeous. I mean like 6’1”, brown hair, fucking ice blue eyes. ICE BLUE, O_O. Honestly, he has one of the most beautiful smiles I have ever seen. EVER. So many words begin to describe him. Sweet, funny, he seems like a caring guy. all around, you could say he gives off the “All American” guy type/persona.
Anywho, back to my story!
Well, I told him this past week or last week that I worked at Gamestop (partly because he had Halo 4 and beat it), and which one I was at. He smiled and told me he might come in. Well, last night my manager and I were finishing up some things around the store, and our door chime went off. We made our way to the the front of the store, I started to say hello when I realized who it was mid-sentence. He and I made eye contact instantaneously, and his face lit up. When I mean lit up, I mean like the Rockefeller Christmas tree. Apparently, he was thinking of me and that he didn’t know if I was working. He hoped I was, which kind of made me a little giddy. Anyways, we talked while I was helping him out and he wouldn’t stop (from what it seemed to me) flirting with me. To sum it all up, I gave him my XBLGT and he actually added me too.